Truth Searcher

Life has tricked me once again

Now I see that nothing's changed

All my dreams are just my dreams

Happy I will never be.

I see the phantom of the truth

And again it slips away.

I can't find the words to say

And time slowly eats my youth.

Like a mist the shroud of lies

Cover things before my eyes

The last one with a need to believe

The last one, who's so naïve.

You'll never get the way I think

Why I prefer to be alone.

I am forever on my own.

Love's for the ones I'll never know

Death is my only fate and faith

Pain is my only truth and friend.

On my shoulder lies his hand

That leads me through the misty maze

Life is slowly passing me by

the sands of time are running through

Tired body's getting cold

Getting lonely, getting old.

All my dreams and hopes are failed.

Only pain didn't lie to me.

Deprived of all I ever had

Dying I feel just apathy.

5 октября 2000